surrender — field notes la / 01

field notes la · session 01

if your worst fear comes true, all of the effort you channeled toward preventing it suddenly has no where to go. this, then, reveals a choice. this, then, is the threshold I am standing at. it seems I know the answer and am close to accepting it. I hope I accept it. I hope I give myself a chance to be.

surrender

[1] When have you been so absorbed you forgot yourself entirely? Do you fight against or welcome it?

[2] When has letting go given you more strength or freedom? What happened?

[3] What moments have you missed out on while attempting to control another? How do you feel about them? What have they taught you?